可是我的存在是什么。这甚至不是一个问题。It is a declarative statement then, isn’t it? 这个问题永远都在被问，这个问题我永远都会得出一个不是答案的答案。今天我穿得的确比q好，做事没再那么莽撞，不会把叉子挂在人家头发上，但是这能是一种瞬时状态吗？
可能会成为律师吧，可是不论做什么，都要做到最好。这句话被老妈说过，被芳哥说过，我自己也这么说着。月考的失败，GPA的非第一，课程的非Top Student, 我真的有做到吗？很难受。
报名五月份的外交学院模联，希望自己能有棒极了的口语。现在自己想做很多很多事情。很多很多。想写一份document, write down my yearly plan ,my monthly plan and my daily plan. I am so so disappointed about myself, while I am feeling so many things remained to fix.
Things I want now:
1.Macbook with Japanese keyboard
2.iPad with an apple pencil
3.extremely high English talent
4.I want to read English everyday
5.Though I know that I have to yield a portion of my time to HW, I want use most of the time as possible as I can to provide myself to be a better person as much as I can.
6.The Canadian delegation of Russia is so cool. He kept himself calm in the whole conference and contribute a lot to the committee within least words and speaking chances. He says,” I can speak Chinese but I am used to speak English.”
7.The two delegations of Cambodia are awesoooooome!!!!! The indian guy is interesting ,energetic, and humorous; and the Russian guy is so 精英！！！！
8.The director is sooooo handsome!!! My hero!!!
9.I would like to read more and become a better person.